My reasons.

1. So, I have started this Blog to help me through my moments of weakness.

I feel if I blog about my day, my trouble and put up quotes and pictures, it will help me get through this time. 

I have a goal weight, not my ultimate one though, and I need to reach it by the 20th. My buddy and I are doing a 3 day warm up to start off a 7 day fast. 

How did I get into the death grip of Ana, unable to pry her off? 

My sister.

 I was younger then 10 years old, and we were sitting on the couch. Me and her, we were arguing about something, when she called me fat. I will never forget that day, moment and anything relating to it. It was my first time ever being called fat. My brother leaped over the couch to hit her. He just snapped. He had always been called fat during is child hood and during elementary school, and didn't want me to go through that. He said, "I was always called fat when I was young, and I wont have her being called fat." I look up to my brother an awful lot, because he put off everything, even hanging out with girls, to work out. He did get skinny. He is my hero, but not only for that. He hurt is back and got a little bigger, though as of right now, is back on the road to skinniness.

 I hanker to lose weight like he did.

 I crave weight lose, to prove my sister wrong, and make my older brother proud of me.

I know, that is he ever finds out, he won't be happy with my choice on how I am losing it, but, as long as he never knows or asks me how I did it because I cannot lie to him, I will be fine, and he will be proud.

This, is exactly what I am going to do. 

( I do not own this picture)