Why?

Ugh! Why can't my life just be easier? Why can't I just be skinny, huh? Why? Sometimes, just, I wish I could cut off all my fat. Make it all go away. 

I cannot fall asleep, I am bored as hell and I am so damn tired! I'm also freezing. So hurray to that. Note my sarcasm. 

After my 3 day warm-up, I'll post my starting weight, current weight, goal weights and my ultimate goal weight. I would do it now, but I haven't weighed myself. I am too scared too.

    

 Well'p, I guess I'm gonna just go and watch 'Raising Hope' for a bit. Then make some coffee, have my breakfast, blog a bit and work out. Probably listen to some music too.

Before I go, I'd like to just say, I will be writing little short stories on here. It's what I do when I am trying not to binge, think about food, ignore hunger or hunger pains, etc.

Later...

~Lots of Love, Tori~